Why I am writing this blog is simply because off lately lot of my known ones have been messaging me that you have complains from everyone, you are very negative, and moreover we fear that someday you might mention us as well. It’s funny that people here, my loved ones failed to recognise the pain behind the emotions I am penning down. I hereby state that I will refrain from writing my life’s experiences. Whatever I was writing here were my life experiences wherein I fail to speak up at the right time and was ridiculed lot many times. Today I just try to recollect them and write it over here.
As I have mentioned in my first post that I have been a child of depression since when I don’t remember. I was living in shadow of my brother who I thought would always be there for me in my thick and thin but that didn’t happen. Lot many times when I could have said things I was asked to be quiet and today I feel restless when those memories haunt me. Someone inside me shouts why the hell did you kept your mouth shut at that time. It is also not letting me move on.
But I completely understand this world is made up of fake people and whether I like it or not I have to be fake so I promise not to share any of my experiences here but yes I will keep on writing and sharing my thoughts on the relevant issues. So my dear and near ones you all can relax. If silence is what it takes to give a feel good factor to everyone, I will oblige. However, remember one thing “Distance does not separate people Silence does “.
And if I may quote here “To be silent, in hopes of not offending, in hopes of being accepted. BUT what happened to people who never raised their voices and kept everything inside, a part of them died, they didn’t lived they survived “ And I here want to LIVE. In short you don’t have to struggle in silence. I will still not be silent but still will talk about me less so that people around me aren’t uncomfortable. Because my soul is made up of EMPATHY and I understand 🌸
Love to all
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